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Tyranny of the Urgent

4 Oct

I’m beating myself up right now because I allowed something to happen that I could have easily prevented. I purchased the domain name for SammyYammy.com the summer of 2003 when he was only a few months old, and over the years, I had renewed the domain registration before it expired.

This time when the domain renewal notices came (and there were many of them filling my inbox), I was complacent and busy with other urgent activities in my life, and I just kept putting it off. Yesterday, I finally took a moment and made myself sit down and take care of the renewal. Today, I am filled with regret because SammyYammy.com is now owned by someone other than me, and I only have myself to blame.

I haven’t lost any of the information I had stored at the site because I had transferred it all to this WordPress page (SammyYammy.wordpress.com), but the domain is gone unless the current owner agrees to sell it back to me or the current owner doesn’t renew the domain within the next 12 months.

Even though I didn’t update it as often as I had hoped over the years, Sammy’s website was and is one of the most important things to me. Instead of forcing myself to step outside of the whirlwind of urgent tasks and obligations, I continued to allow a truly important thing to be shoved farther down the list. As I look down the list, the sad reality is that there are way too many other important things–needs, people, tasks–that have slipped to the bottom. That’s gonna change starting now!

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Dandelions from Heaven

11 May

Dandelions from Heaven (Author Unknown)

Mothers Day is coming…and I wanted to send you a sign…
Something you can tell others…”Is from an angel of mine”.
So I searched the Heavens high and low for that perfect thing…
And low and behold I found it….and a smile I hope it will bring.

So when you look to the Heavens and see the yellow stars in the sky.
Just think of me…your angel…in the Heavens way up high…
And just imagine those stars…are dandelions up above…
Yes! Dandelions are also in Heaven, which you know how much I love.

So on this Mothers Day…when you awake and feel blue…
You will notice those yellow stars…are no longer in view…
So just look to the meadows and the dandelions you see…
Are the ones I’ve tossed down this Mothers Day from me!

And when you find a dandelion that has turned from yellow to white…
You’re supposed to make a wish…and then blow with all your might.
For you will be blowing kisses…to me in Heaven above….
And I will be catching them and blowing them back…sent with all my love.

Please know that I am with you…on this Mothers Day…
And also in the days ahead…God and I will never stray…
We will be with you in the morning…when you wake and see the sun…
We will be with you when you say your prayers…when the day is done.

For God and I will never be…very far from your side…
For I can now be everywhere…and God will be your guide…
So…remember when you see dandelions…it’s your guarantee…
That I am always close to you…For dandelions are free to roam…now just like me.

…brought to you by the number 9…

9 Apr

I was talking with some friends recently about how much we all enjoyed watching Sesame Street as children, so in that spirit, I thought I’d share some thoughts on the number 9.

Today is April 9, and in just a few hours, it will be Sammy’s 9th birthday.  Sammy lived 4 years and 9 months, and at some point during the next year, we will reach the day when Sammy will have been gone from us longer than he was here with us.  I know that day is coming, but I try not to think about it too much.  Instead, I choose to celebrate the anniversary of when that little miracle boy totally changed my life nine years ago.

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